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Wednesday, October 3, 2012

          Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

Don't be mad because I don't give a fuck. Be mad because I once did, and you were too blind to see.
I'm always being asked the same question, why am i always single ? The reason I'm single: Not forwarding those chain messages when I was 12. No not serious. Obviously i didn't want to be with anyone. Trust me, as you get to know me, I just get weirder - Weird is just a side effect of being awesome.

To be honest, I really don't give a fuck. I lose friends, make friends and make enemies everyday. Regardless, I'm still going to be me that's just something so simple i don't have to think about it when it comes to situation like this, No hard times cause I speak 4 languages: english, profanity, sarcasm, & real shit. Don't get piss off girlfriend cause you ain't bitch you're just shit.


I'm really can't get thought my mind thinking that i'm doing it right or wrong ,easy or the hard way just doesn't seem to bother me enough, Like I'm never really sure if I'm hungry or just bored if that make
sense.I'm just very blur this days.




Illusion 






Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Promises

I have learned alot this year already I learned that things don't always turn out the way you planned or the way you think they should. And i've learned that there are things that go wrong that don't always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before, I've learned that some broken things stay broken and i've learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better one as long as you have people around who love you and if only promises could erase the past, I could open my heart enough to take you back. But we've been down this road time and time again And i've learned the hard way how they story always end cause it happens all the time.

Monday, August 27, 2012


Boy remember the time you told me that yourself, but now you got to understand 
This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends  they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything  they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babve, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.

Thursday, January 5, 2012


Hi, Hello. Here's Something Quick !
Hey there people its been like ages since i ever post something here at blog.
I just want to say thank you to those that care cause previously quite some time
I post something people think its very dramatically sad and there was people asking and comments about it. Like? Why so sad, Don't be sad, Are you crying, Cheer up and Etc.
WEll ,.. Im Fine ! Its just a post ! Sadly people misunderstand me :]
Probably Its the way i phrases my sentences haha .
Going on ..
Hi there, i just Enjoyed the greatest Christmas Ever !
And the gifts TOTALLY OUT OF MY EXPECTATION not to mention i owned a NEW phone ! Its just i got lots and lots of problem with the setting but No biggie ! I'll Figure out somthing :] Anyway next event will be THE Chinese New Year, AndI will be off collecting REDPACKESTS for sure ! Than again .. i'll go Shopping !
Well i guess this is it. I'll continue posting something new very soon i guess
I got a new twitter account@ Cassandralee_
Be sure to support me if you want :] Toodles.


Tuesday, October 4, 2011


Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again. So when life gets tough you can just play pretend. I wanna go back to when Santa did exist. When your daddy was the only boy you ever kissed. When Disney World was the best place to be. When the only movies you could see were rated G. When your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change...and your friends were the same. And every time you were sad or you had a bad day. You could just run to mommy and it would all be okay. I wanna go back to no hurt...and no pain...just laughter. When everyone always live happily ever after.

When I cry at night, the only thing I can think to myself is...how can I seem so---perfectly fine in the morning. Why do I smile like nothing is wrong? And how does not one single person notice that I'm not okay?

I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left. Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do. I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.

Teardrops slowly fall from my eyes as I look to the sky, and I question how come life keeps passing me right on by. I just wonder why I can't escape, is this my fate? To always be unhappy and how much longer must I wait...


It sucks to be alone, even when there are people all around you.

~ Words hurt more than anything else can, because they last, sometimes forever.

I wanna get lost from my life sometimes, sit on the side and watch the world go by, I wanna get lost and I don't know why.

~ Have you ever lived my life, have you ever spent one minute in my shoes? If you haven't, then tell me why you judge me like you do.

Every morning you get up and put on a fake smile...but what if one morning you didn't? Would anyone notice?

I'm not saying I have nothing. I'm not saying I'm gone completely. It's just sometimes it's all a bit too much to handle. Sometimes I feel like it's too much. I'm not going to do anything stupid because I know it will get better, it has to right? Otherwise there wouldn't be anyone who would live past their teenage years. But for now, just for now, it hurts.


Monday, November 8, 2010

DEAD BLOG OWNER HAVE JUST ARRIVED .
ARLO ARMIGOS , hello hello hello .
Today was just another boring day of mine . tsktsk . Hm , nothing much . i was being forced to post that something now -.- well . i just gonna keep saying hi .
NAH . i'll start something lol , make it short than :)
Today i went to : PUNGGOL > HOUGANG > CITYPLAZA > HOME :) .
short and easy . gtg byebye .